When i was in the 7th grade, i used the quirk of biting as my love language and of course i used it on my friends and my dad because i love them.

My friends ofc doesn't like it except for ruka, she was holding it in and pretend to like it. And i also heard that she's been getting bites from her other friends because she asked for it. Some are extremely hurt that her arm is swollen purple.

Until one day i bit her hard because ikora told me to as a joke and she doesn't expect that I'd actually obey her and it caused myself to be potrayed as the problem.

They confronted me with multiple scoldings about my quirks and mistakes, but melon only comes up that her arm hurts when i pulled it too hard as i was forcing her to stay at the English biro class, i only noticed it now that i don't remember her talking about the abusive drawings i made of her just because she doesn't want to animate the series i made.

And that time i thought that she hasn't been the problem of our friendship is just because the others feel bad about her for not having a father and she haven't been able to pay my debt because she's actually been struggling with her family budget (i think that's what it's called), and i didn't even think about it.

And about ikora’s vent being shared to my dad, was actually a really wrong idea whether that i just need an advice from him to share to ikora again or not, it feels really embarrassing.

This is discontinued because i don't want any of you upset that i brought this up again and wrote the experiences wrong.

I only brought this up because i still feel bad about you guys because of my mistakes, i still feel like I'm a terrible person and a hypocrite.

I can't really move on; I really can't.

I still have the feeling to make my accountability and apology.

I'm really sorry for what I've done, I'm sorry that i left marks on your arms, I'm sorry that I'm abusive to you all, I'm sorry that I don't think before acting, I'm sorry that my only advice is religious and I can't really think of anything different or logically.

I'm really sorry and I'm still trying to recover.

I hope you forgive me.